I was drawn to her energy the moment I met her, before she spoke. Someone's energy introduces them long before they open their mouth. The art inside her body came out with waves of love. She was innocent and bright, she was kind and she was good. She walked up to the picnic table with another friend. I had never met her but I recognized her energy immediately.
I would go on to read for her a couple of times before we developed a friendship. I was blessed enough to get to support her through her opening process. It is like standing in the grandstands cheering for someone with everything in your body.
Fear limited her ability to open, as it does so many of us. It wasn’t cut and dry because there was nothing cut and dry about her. The fear flowed through her, it was wrapped in a beautifully artistic way all through her. It was woven into her mind and heart, it was twisted in her throat, it sparkled as it danced through her sacral chakra.
She came with big plans in this life, big goals and big aspirations. She was tethered and caught by fear, it kept her steps small and her thoughts grounded. I decided that I would have a ceremony with her around removing the fear from her body and soul to allow her to move forward with her opening. I set the intention of meeting her in dream state; interlocking fingers with her and pulling the fear from her body. She needed support but we are the only one who can heal ourselves. We interlocked fingers and pulled the fear from deep within her. She didn’t know that I was having this ceremony so when I started the ceremony I expressed that I only wanted this for her higher good and she needed to accept it for it to occur. She had been very clear that she was open to whatever support I could offer her spiritually, so I felt like I had permission for the ceremony and I also knew deep in my soul that if it wasn’t for her higher good and she needed that fear woven deep in her body that it would stay that way.
The next morning, I received a text from her “Real quick….. DREAMS last night. You came to me and you were literally DIGGING out my fear with your hands. Like scooping it out. And then there was another spirit guide figure as well…..showed up as a doctor/musician….. Message was expressing your truth to the world”.
I was out running when her text came in. I picked up the phone and called her. I told her how impressed I was. Spirit communication comes to us at night when we dream because our frontal lobes are far less active. The frontal lobe is what tries to reason and put us in a “box” that can all be explained. When the frontal lobe is less active we are allowed to explore and interact with universal energy. I believe that my exact words were “fuck yes woman, you fucking GO”. I then went on to explain what events happened for me last night and to clarify that our hands were interlocked, that she was active in this healing process and ceremony. Noone else can heal us, it is our job and while we can access support, we are the only ones who will ever heal ourselves. I needed her to understand this on a deep level, mostly because I couldn't have her giving me that kind of power, it was hers to own and hers alone.
The art attached to this blog is a piece from her. It is about picking love over fear.
