I expected a different experience. Isn’t that often the case? As a human, I sometimes find myself in a situation where I am clinging to control. Is it really mine to hold, I ask myself often. Am I even really holding it, I ask myself often. Is control an illusion?
When I picked my business name it was done through spirit. Rose Quartz Mediumship, it is a heart centered energy with a focus on healing and deep meaningful relationship with spirit. It is three simple words strung together, making a name. They are just words. They are so much more than just words. They are a window into my soul. They are a window into my vulnerability. They are a window into my journey and my path. They are so much more than words.
Seeing a version (misspelled) of my business name being sprayed across Instagram and being used to pray upon people for money should have torn my heart out. Someone created an account and blocked me so that I could not see them, they then reached out to most of the people who follow Rose Quartz Mediumship and followed them and then direct messaged them asking if they wanted a reading and asking for money. It should have taken my breath away. It should have made me feel deflated. It should have made me feel sold out. It should have made me feel hurt.
I had seen it happen to other tarot readers, psychics and mediums. I had thought about how I would respond….. or would I react? I expected a different experience. I expected to feel all of the emotions that I listed above. Instead, I felt humbled. I felt grateful. I felt whole. I felt supported. I felt home.
The volume of people who threw unsolicited support at me was nothing short of breathtaking. I expected the experience to be different. One woman was at her mothers funeral when this fake Instagram account contacted her and asked her if she wanted to buy a reading. I am rarely short on words, however that took all of my words. Reading her message telling me that a fake account using my precious business name (almost!) reached out to her trying to scam her from money WHILE she was at her mothers funeral literally stopped me in my tracks and took my words. As I struggled to tell her how sorry I was, she met me with beautiful and kind words. I expected a different experience. I did not expect to be met with countless messages, texts, emails, and calls to notify me. I didn’t expect to be met by strangers asking this fake account for their paypal account, only to be able to have it to report. I didn’t expect to be met by people reaching out for the first time with the sole intention of notifying me that someone was trying to trash my business name and steal money. I expected a different experience.
I expected my tears to be from frustration and pain. Instead, they flowed freely down my face directly related to the abundance of love and support that was thrown at me. Rose Quartz Mediumship, it is a heart centered energy with a focus on healing and deep meaningful relationship with spirit and if that was not thrown at me with unwavering power, I don’t know what was. I can solidly say that I picked the right name for my business and I can solidly say that I found my tribe. It wasn’t the experience that I expected, but I could not be more grateful for the experience playing out like this…… Dear universe, I will hand you over control as it is clear that you wrote the experience far better than I would have.
As I write this, the account is still up on IG and despite that I keep reporting it IG has written me back saying that it does not go against their rules. If you have been contacted by rosequartmediummship (please note the 2 mm and the fact that none of the videos work!) please report the account.
