I love the sound of nature. It doesn’t really matter what kind, all of it lights my world up. If I am hearing it then I am likely out in it, which is when I am the most grounded and happiest. It was a warm evening in the late summer. I had put the boys to bed and walked the mail to the mailbox. On my way back down the driveway towards the house I decided that I would take a couple of trips of brush up to the brush pile. I had just had a tree cut down on my driveway, it was dead and needed to be cut 2 years ago.
I picked up some brush and started dragging it towards the pile out in the woods. It was a beautiful night, the crickets were chirping and the air was both cool and balmy all at the same time. It was late summer, the very start to fall and it felt amazing. I love to be physically active so this didn’t feel like a chore. I realized that like most things in my life, if I chunked it out, the pick up from the tree wouldn’t be a big deal.
I kept pulling brush up the driveway and thought about how I really was happy. I found a groove in life. I had healed wounds, some that were old and I should have healed a long time ago and some were recent. But regardless, I finally felt healed. I got to thinking about numerology. I had taken both basic and advanced numerology and found numerology fascinating. I vividly remember calculating my life path number and getting the number 4. It felt wrong, I wasn’t upset but it also didn’t connect for me. A life path number 4 is all about stability and hard work. The issue was that I was trying to make the life lesson number into my soul or path of destiny number which is why the 4 didn’t fit. It wasn’t until about a year later that I went back and spent some time looking at the difference between life lesson and soul or path of destiny. When I realized that it was what I really needed to understand, what I needed to learn and master, then it made complete sense to me.I needed to learn how to create my own stability, to own my own stability, to be the master of my own stability.
I turned and started walking towards the house from the woods. I looked at my home, the one that I am paying for alone. I pay all of my own bills without support. I got my doctorate and put myself through college. I thought about my three boys, and while I have beautiful family support, I am a single mom of 3 stunning boys whom I am responsible for. I made it through divorce and found myself again. As I walked back towards the house I smiled and realized that life path number 4 and I were doing just fine, I will be the master of my own stability, which is something that I have never questioned.
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