Integrity, it is the raw naked vulnerable truth about you. When you strip everything else away, it is what you are left with. It is what is at the core of your being. The meat and bones of who you are.

Are you uncomfortable with transition?

Do you avoid sitting in the state of transition?

Are you someone who runs and jumps through transition, crashing from one side to the other?

It isn’t often that I am caught off guard. But, it happened. It was on one of my Wed night classes.

I sat in the hot tub with a glass of lime water. My cup was empty. No, not the one with lime water in it, that one was full because I wasn’t even drinking it.

It is funny, the area that I had spent time in had always been enough, it always blew my mind and healed my soul, it has always been enough and I hadn’t ever thought to go searching more.

I was excited to take the almost 90 minute drive and spend the day immersed in magick. I recorded videos for my Patreon members and one for Ivan.

Even this strong, mighty tree knew when to let go and release. In the event that I had missed it, another leaf fell and I heard clearly “let go”.

When you are speaking with someone who wants to be right more than they want to understand the situation that is being co-created, you may find yourself in a relentless no-win situation.

I don’t paint them for anyone but me. No one ever looks at my toenails and comments about how amazing they are. I never seek external validation from others about my toenails, never once. I have never asked anyone “do you think my toenails look good”. I literally only paint them for myself.

How do we get to a place in life where we don’t know what brings us joy and happiness? How does that really happen?